I am feeling horrible! I feel Sick and I hate it! I hope I will feel better soon. Also please check out my other blogs. Oof, I feel like no one is reading this, oh well. Well have fun reading about my boring life. So, ya...
Today.. Is well not my day... Christmas Eve is tomorrow and I'm sick! This is just great! Anyways if you have not found any of my other blogs than here is a little about me. {5 things about me 'below'}
1.Im a person
2. Nothing here
3. Nothing here
4. Leave me alone stranger
5. Im a weirdo XD
Ya, thats all I can tell you! Anyways I just finished my last Christmas present for my family. And that was fun, and ya you probably wanna leave my blog becasue Im boring you to death! But whatever, anyways today my dad is off the work and Im just sitting here feeling sick and sad... Whatever, though I have to make gingerbread cookies later. Im excited but my grandma and mom say
, "It's fine we will do it you can rest." No, I am making the cookies, stop pestering me with questions and dont worry. See my life is hard, and school too! Also the weird thing is is I keep feeling like someone is watching me in the evening when I leave the kitchen and turn the lights off. It started ever since we put our Christmas Tree up.. Could it be, noooo?! Whatever, I'll just ignore it, but if there is a squirrel in our tree that totally relates to Lampoons Christmas Vacation, lol! Anyways another thing once again, I think many people might feel the same way, so I totally just relized that people always forget what there blogs! That was me, I stop posting for like over a few months, but now ima backz peeps!!!! Anyways, I was typing random people into my blah blah blah.blogspot.com and thenz someones blog comes up and there either is nothing there or there is just some random stuff that no one cares about!^-^ Am I right, y'all if you not gunna put anything on ur blog than why even make a blog!!! anyways, im hoping to get over being sick at least on Christmas day! so, ya that is about it on that subject, another thing is that my cousin/brother is coming over on christmas day! Altough I am excited, sometimes I feel as if well... things are not that great.. since I will only have a small family to look up to. Although I love getting presents and all, but I care about having a bigger family better, who am I kidding, why am I so UN-grateful? {Sigh} this is my life for ya, nice but.. sad.. WHO AM I KIDDING, I should be positive about things!!!I go through a lot, like for example, I had depression, and still do. But I am very positive about it, life is great and ppl should be more grateful! Like some of my Grade 7 friends say that life is torture and its stupid, but they just have not seen the great things in life! Why do I even have a blog, I have so many questions, why does bad stuff happen? these things will be left a secret, anyways i feel like i should stop blabbering bout' life and stuffs cus y'all peeps prob know dis stuff. But anyways winter is beautiful, not for many peeps.peeps say, i rather have a tropical christmas! and im like, "you peeps why are you so UN-grateful!?" that is a big question for anyone who says stuffs like dis, so think about that! Another thing to do with the subject is about is Christmas all about??? People usually say, Presents, family and food. no, its legit about Jesus Christ. i am christian so i am offended by this, but i do respect the people who said family, because food and presents? Really...would christmas be ruined if you did not have amazing food or presents, ofc not!!?? whoever is not christian and celebrates christmas, dont depend on the presents. depend on your family and friends! anyways my friend is supposed to come over and give me my christmas present from her. Okay I know what you are thinking, Emma you just gave us a lecture about not depending on the presents!!! k listen here, i gave her a present and she decided to give one back to me. so, there i spilled the tea! ooooh yay!!! my mum finished the banana bread! i can start making cookies soon and i get to lick ze bowll!:) Thank goodness I got to lick the bowl, i was almost poitive my mum would say no! yass, i am soo excited for tomorrow and everything!!! ok ya, tomorrow is tomorrow so ya ill wait to talk about that later! :D so.. i could not help myself to tell you what i am doing for christmas on christmas night.. hehe! i am going to pretend i am sleeping, and then when my parents fall asleep i will read until midnight! also, guys i believe in santa! dont judge me.. although i am 12 that does not mean i cannot believe in him.. hmph! y'all also now enough info to think, em ur christian how come u believe in santa! who said christians cannot believe in santa!!! oof, im sorry for all this lecturing!!! ima weird person! And yes, i make a big deal outta everything... Let's just say, people are different! Anyways I already miss my dad.. where is he!! i mean he is supposed to be here at 5 p.m and its 11 a.m but still that does not mean i cannot miss him! Ya... not much else to say other than grandma is coming soon from shopping!!! and thats when i can start making cookies!!! i cannot wait!!! please grandma come soon!! {Sigh} I gotta be patient! So ya while im wating for grandma I just wanna say some stuff. School is hard... life is hard.. i worry... and sometimes I don't know what to do with my life. is this feeling normal??? im not sure! another problem of mine i mean parents... im not sure if parents are mean on purpose... i dont think so.. they might be? I have so many questions and I don't know what to say! I keep going from one thing to another! ok from now on ill wont flip from one subject to another! i will stick to a few subjects. So, our subject will be what my todays plans are and stuff that i am excited for and stuff that happened. so today i will chill. that is about it. Like i said before i will be bored, so ya thats today!
Emma
